The best is yet to come!

Can I be real with you? Patience is a real test of character, integrity and humility. Within the waiting process, you see how much growth has been added to your life, including your expectations. At times, you realise that what you desire becomes more stronger, but then, when panic kicks in, you are rest assured that it will come through.

There will be stages in our lives where we will question whether our hearts’ desires will really come to fruition. You look around and it seems that everyone’s needs are being met but yours. I am here to let you know that YOUR BEST IS YET TO COME! Do not give up on what you want to see happen in your life. When you are near to giving up, it is the moment that your prayers become answered.

I really want to encourage you to keep the Faith and hold on to what you want to see happen. Remember that it is your words that create your life, so watch how you speak and be consistent in your endeavours. Don’t be happy today then upset tomorrow. Strive to be positive all the time! Someone is looking up to you for strength, so don’t put your head down just because what you want didn’t come through.

You are reading this blog today so that is a true testament of what you desire being nearer than you think. It’s amazing how life works; what you give it, it will give itself back to you. Stand firm and be bold, and know that what is ahead of you awaits YOU!

You will get what you desire; every tear you cried is a strong sign that it is closer than you think!

Keep going!

With love,


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When there is silence

A great discussion I had with a dear sister about transparency. I alway say to myself that transparency is expensive, and cannot be taken lightly. When someone is trying to express the way they feel, it is a cry for help. A way to ask if you really understand the depth of pain they are going through.

We all have been there. Times where we have doubted who we are, trying to find pleasure in being busy, but in the end, you feel the same way you started. What triggers emotions the more is when there is silence. When you cry out, but nothing seems to come your way. You look good in your clothing, I can see that you are travelling to many countries, I see your Instagram followers increasing, but the real question to you is, are you happy?

2018 has been one of the most blowing years of my life – not only losing my sister in May, but understanding what and where inner peace comes from. Despite the silence, the tears, the pain, the noise, there is still something to be thankful for in the midst of circumstance. The silence that caused me to really look deep within made me realise that I am not alone in my situation.

The next time you feel that God is not answering or that your problems aren’t going away, try to be still in order to hear His voice. I am now realising that people cannot fully understand me the way God does, and what truly moves Him is being able to hear your voice that will shake the Heavens on your behalf. His peace is what we need to endure this life.

Give Him your all – this is what June has taught me. Don’t give him parts of it and deal with the rest. I really am taking every day as it comes as a rich lesson to make the most of it, and live my life to the fullest on purpose. No matter where you are right now, please tell yourself that you will never give up. We are all on a race, and you are in charge of winning or losing.

The pain that we encounter is not meant for us alone; the silent moments we face and experience is God telling you to get closer to Him. This is what I want to leave you with:

I want ou to get to the point where you trust what God says at the expense of His silence.

Your Father in Heaven knows what is best for you. So in the midst of silence, just be still and know that everyone is working for you, and not against you.

With love,

Esther .x.


Where do I start? – Ladies and gentlemen! Thank you for your patience; I know I have not been as consistent as I used to be with blogging, but I am currently working on a few projects! First one is the upcoming debate currently on EventBrite:

Do get your tickets as they are going quickly! Early bird ends on Thursday 31st May! I’ll be planning to do more YouTube videos and live vlogs so do keep in touch with me.

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For those that may not know, I have two books currently listed on Amazon: It’s Time to Heal It’s Time to Heal and Completion – From the Perspective of Brokenness – if you are in a difficult season, these two books are a must read for the SS18!

I have so much to share, but writing and speaking are totally different lol! So if you want to find out, subscribe to my channel for monthly updates! (Esther N J) on YouTube.


I look forward to seeing you at The Big Debate in July! On top of the purchase, you get a free raffle so do keep your eyes peeled for the prizes. There is so much that I have on my heart to share, so please do not miss anything. What life has taught me so far is to keep going, no matter what tries to hold us back; we are overcomes. I am an overcomer and a true testimony of God’s Goodness. Without Him, nothing I do would be possible. The support so far has been so sincere that my mind can’t even fathom how humbled I am.


Remember that your pain/loss determines how far you want to go; do you want to achieve more or become complacent? Leave a long-lasting legacy on earth. Do not let them remaining 6 months be a wasted one. Do what you can to build the business, networking with like-minded people, set goal beyond your normal and keep praying consistently. That is the key to a successful life.

Much love,